*sigh* I'd thought once pickamix left I'd have a chance to put this behind me but then the very next day she sent an e-mail to the elite few she'd decided to keep in touch with and now she's posting again although it looks like one of her preprogrammed posts. I did suggest that this whole only my secret cabal is worthy enough to hear from me thing was weird and that she should just get back on LJ if she was going to keep in touch so I shouldn't knock her being back on LJ but it's just like a punch to the gut, or maybe the heart, whenever I see something from her.