Took long enough

[dragonyphoenix]

Had my first chat with my therapist today.  I felt much better afterwards although that didn't last.  She did confirm I'm depressed by giving me this twenty-question thingamabob to fill out.  My score was 69, which is the high-end of moderately depressed; apparently 70 is the low-end of whatever the next worst level of depression is called.

My assignments till next week are to think of three things a day that I'm grateful for and to work on stopping my negative thoughts.  Apparently telling the cat "I'm off to hell" each morning as I head out to work is a self-fufilling prophecy.  I'm thinking the best I'll be able to do tomorrow is "work might not totally suck today".  *sigh*

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[skuzzbopper.livejournal.com]

My Boss, one of my favorite people on the planet, really wants me back. The thing is, she has to work out all the details with her boss, and the board (I would be working for a university library), and she can't do that until I meet with her next Wednesday to discuss specialties. So, yeah, I can ask-- but she won't know until December.

Same, same. I'm waiting for my cowriter to get online so that we can write together tonight, but she's late, so. I'm bummed.

I have an idea-- do you want to do a little drabble thread? One word prompts, Spander theme? We can start and stop whenever we feel like, but it might get you motivated without being too much effort.

[dragonyphoenix.livejournal.com]

but she won't know until December. Which is weeks away and hence your problem. Bummer.

Drabble thread? Spander drabble thread?!? *bounces up and down in chair* Yes, yes, yes.

Which reminds me, I have to finish up my open on sunday drabble. Thanks. I keep spacing it!

[skuzzbopper.livejournal.com]

Check my journal! It is there!