Oh sweetheart, I'm SO sorry you've had to endure this.
Folks have been worried about me, but to be honest? It hurts not hearing from her, it hurts having her mention me ambiguously in a post and not hear from her directly.
But is it killing me? I'll survive. I knew the worst of her (I thought) long before I knew the best of her, and I'll deal.
You've done everything you can to honor her "legacy" and be a good friend; you have every right to do whatever you need to do to protect and take care of yourself.
I don't know if you want to continue as an admin at ficamix, if you don't, please feel free to modify your status there as well. I get notification in my inbox whenever someone posts to the site so I'm keeping an eye on it.
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Date: 2015-01-18 06:55 pm (UTC)Folks have been worried about me, but to be honest? It hurts not hearing from her, it hurts having her mention me ambiguously in a post and not hear from her directly.
But is it killing me? I'll survive. I knew the worst of her (I thought) long before I knew the best of her, and I'll deal.
You've done everything you can to honor her "legacy" and be a good friend; you have every right to do whatever you need to do to protect and take care of yourself.
I don't know if you want to continue as an admin at ficamix, if you don't, please feel free to modify your status there as well. I get notification in my inbox whenever someone posts to the site so I'm keeping an eye on it.