I think I'd have been okay if she'd gone away, like she'd said she was, and eventually came back. That would have given me time to deal with this and to get over it. I had that whole relief of having the distance to deal with it for less than a day and then, boom, she was back.
it hurts having her mention me ambiguously in a post and not hear from her directly. Yeah, that was not well done.
I am going to try continuing with Shanshu, which is being posted to ficamix. Also I've been the only one to create a post at ficamix since Megan announced she wasn't dead. I don't believe there will be much traffic there. But thanks. I'll keep it in mind.
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Date: 2015-01-18 07:34 pm (UTC)it hurts having her mention me ambiguously in a post and not hear from her directly. Yeah, that was not well done.
I am going to try continuing with Shanshu, which is being posted to ficamix. Also I've been the only one to create a post at ficamix since Megan announced she wasn't dead. I don't believe there will be much traffic there. But thanks. I'll keep it in mind.