first, i'm so sorry about your mom. i like flamingsword's idea of taking her birthday to just... feel your feels, and really grieve for her. it might not make the rest of the month more bearable, but it might help to deliberately devote a day to her, to remember her and miss her.
second, do you know anyone who knits, who could show you? even online (over zoom or facetime or something). sometimes it's easier if you can interrupt someone to ask if they can do it again or explain what they're doing, rather than trying to learn from videos.
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Date: 2022-01-11 03:50 am (UTC)second, do you know anyone who knits, who could show you? even online (over zoom or facetime or something). sometimes it's easier if you can interrupt someone to ask if they can do it again or explain what they're doing, rather than trying to learn from videos.