Oct. 6th, 2017

my kitty

Oct. 6th, 2017 08:00 am
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My kittie Soul popped up on Facebook this morning. I've been feeling melancholy. My car being towed away (today) feels like I'm leaving another piece of Virginia behind. When she passed, I took a macrame piece I'd made, one with long string that we used to play with together, and left it at the arboretum near Reston so a part of her, or maybe my memory of Soul, could rest someplace lovely.

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My car was just towed away. As I was watching, I was thinking of a trip my Mom and I took to a retreat weekend in Virginia. It was about an hour south of where I lived and on the way back we stopped at a German restaurant. Mom had the venison which...

My car was towed away this morning. As I watched, I remembered a vacation Mom and I took. I don't know if it was this car or the previous, but letting this car go brought back those memories. On the way back, we'd stopped at a German restaurant where Mom had venison. She raved about it for  years, amazed that it didn't taste gamey.

I'm not sure why letting my car go is bringing up memories of my Mom, but I do now understand why I took today off from work. I needed time to grieve.

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Keeping Quiet by Pablo Neruda
English version by Alastair Reid

Now we will count to twelve
and we will all keep still.

For once on the face of the earth
let’s not speak in any language,
let’s stop for one second,
and not move our arms so much.

It would be an exotic moment
without rush, without engines,
we would all be together
in a sudden strangeness.

Fishermen in the cold sea
would not harm whales
and the man gathering salt
would look at his hurt hands.

Those who prepare green wars,
wars with gas, wars with fire,
victory with no survivors,
would put on clean clothes
and walk about with their brothers
in the shade, doing nothing.

What I want should not be confused
with total inactivity.
Life is what it is about;
I want no truck with death.

If we were not so single-minded
about keeping our lives moving,
and for once could do nothing,
perhaps a huge silence
might interrupt this sadness
of never understanding ourselves
and of threatening ourselves with death.
Perhaps the earth can teach us
as when everything seems dead
and later proves to be alive.

Now I’ll count up to twelve
and you keep quiet and I will go.

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