Grief

[dragonyphoenix]

I was talking with a friend and the subject turned to grief. She made a comment and suddenly I became a child who’s still shocked that Mommy is gone. I’m just now realizing that distraught child will always be a part of me. And I don't mean this to be sad. Yes, the feeling was but of course I should always miss my Mom, even if that feeling isn't always at the forefront of my consciousness.

Also, Dad’s left me a number of voice-mails. I should really call him back.

Comments

[double_dutchess]

It must be so hard to have to do without your mother. (I really don't want to think about losing mine.)

[dragonyphoenix.livejournal.com]

I've been in that "my parents must live forever" mindset. Too bad it didn't work. ;-(